The feeling of letting everything out. To just scream out loud from the bottom of your lungs. That's what I want to do right now, but I can't. Something inside of me tells me to just let it all out and then there is the other part of me, the part of me that has taken all contol I have and tells me to keep it all inside. To feel low about myself to not botherr anyone... That part of me tells me to hurt myself and screams at me to just give up. Every time I try to fight it but I don't always win.

I have lost all control of my body and mind, I don't know how to fight it anymore. But I'm not giving up just jet, I still have a little bit of hope inside of me and i will use it to my advents.

I*m living with depression and i have been living with it since 5 years back. I'm planning on letting all my feelings out in this blog and i know some people can relate to what I'm feeling and hopefully someone can get some kind of help and understanding os what i will write here. I'm planning on writing my ups and my down falls but also things that I take joy of or things i feel alot for. This blog will pretty much be lika a script of my life.

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